Lawd, is this a test??? Like for reals......I DISLIKE getting a phone call from someone, who vowed never to speak to me again or at least for quite some time, asking for a favor before even checking on my life. Where they do that at?!? I hate to say that I need to stop being so nice when generosity and kindness is in my nature, but in this instance, I don't think I have any other choice.
It was all good just a week ago.....
It's funny how things can change so quickly. One event in life, one wrong thing said, one wrong choice made that seemed right at the time can flip your whole world upside down.....[inner circle shrinking by the minute]....At the moment, I can't nor do I want to deal with the complication. I'm tempted to wish for the days before I knew you existed, however, without having met you I would have never learned the lessons needed to blossom into the mature woman I am today. You're an awesome friend, but only when you want to be. Sad part about all of this is, I'm quite confident someone will, or HAS, come along to pick up where you decided to leave off..[shrug] Can't say I didn't go hard in the paint for this one, but like a friend of mine tweeted today "Never look back unless you plan to go that way" and as MOST of you know, I'm all about forward movement. With that being said, I'm wiping my hands of this and letting it go.
[like Chris Brown] "DEUCES!!!!"
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