Just when I thought it was safe!

	So for the past week, I've been completely MIA! Recovering from my friend's super fun birthday wkend, then my brother and new sister's AWESOME wedding (I'll do another post w pictures of each), but mainly trying to focus on finding a job and also doing more research into graduate schools. Which brings me to today. So I'm sitting in my room minding my own business when I get a text. This particular person claims to be extremely worried about me and my well being and is urgent to speak w me. Unfortunately for them, I was not in a hurry to do the same! :-/ After having what seemed to be an all day "text conversation" I realized more than ever that people really are placed into your life for particular reasons. Although I have yet to pinpoint this individual's reason, the conversation caused me to evaluate a few other relationships I have. As I've stated before I'm currently single which suits me just fine, but if I were to consider dating someone, the prospects I have right now are a little sketchy! (el.O.el.) Out of the young men I have available to me, I don't feel that either's qualities are strong enough right now on their own to completely win me over. If it were possible to mix and match characteristics and personalities, man oh man, I'd probably be married w a few kids by now! Haha! [seriously]. Too bad for me life doesn't work that way. Anyway, back to this conversation. So, it was expressed to me that I was pretty much the bees knees (for lack of better words), and that when it came to me, that person no longer had to go on searching for a mate. I, on the other hand, am quite confused w how I feel. Just when I thought this person was gone and out of my system, DUN DUN DUN! There he is again.....smh.....what's a girl to do?!?! On the up side, I can tell that I've really matured over the years. If I were the old me, a few sweet words and gestures would've had me running back into that situation at light speed! Thankfully, I kept my wits about me......not ready to take that step again.....[shrugs] hmp....we'll see!!!