Midnight Memoirs

It's 12:21 AM and I'm awake...as always [smile]....Not sure what this Midnight Memoir should be about, but I felt the need to write.

Tonight's dinner was filled with AWESOMELY DELICIOUS sushi!!! The draw back to scarfing down yummy sushi is I feel like such a cow afterwards! Needless to say, I just completed 100 crunches followed by 50 squats accompanied by weights...UGH!!! I feel good, but working out is a pain. As I was working out, and still listening to Wale's More About Nothing, my mind started to wander. Thinking about life at times makes me feel sooooo stagnant. Like I'm stuck with my feet in the mud making no progress. Then I started thinking, "Hmmmm Bree....why is it that progress seems to be passing you by??" I came to the conclusion that I am about to step into my destiny, however, there is still work needed to be done in my current position to prepare me for what's ahead....I recently applied for what I feel is the MOST PERFECT, SPECTACULAR, AMAZING, WONDERIFIC position ever created for  me and have been praying every day since that it comes through for me. I do feel that in order for me to be equipped to perform the duties required, I need to make some changes in my current behaviors to prevent myself from blocking my blessing...feel me?

You ever have one of those days where you just wanted to chill in bed?? No motivation to really do anything?? Ever feel like if you could spend the rest of your life chilling, you'd be in heaven???? Well that's how I've been feeling for the past few weeks and IT SUCKS! Anyone who really knows me, knows I'm a busy little bee. I love to be on the go, around people, having a good time, sharing laughs, etc, etc...and now I just feel like BLAH all the time [shrugs] hmp. Strange...SO! My new goal for the remainder of this year is to, EVERYDAY, do something! Whether I'm employed or not, I am on a mission to get out, see people, volunteer, learn a new skill, develop a hobby, do SOMETHING to keep me occupied. Hopefully this new goal will help keep me focused on PRIORITIES and not foolywang that seems to follow me. I think everyone should do that! Challenge yourself to take risks and do different things out of the norm for your life. Trying new things makes me feel cultured and well-rounded. And it's also fun!!!! If you guys have any interesting hobbies or skills, let me know! Who knows! You just may be my muse ;-)....

LATAS!